My Vow to The Highest Master Of All

It's a beginning. Always a beginning. Again and again. An entrance into the realms of what is known and unknown.

I've had 2 public scenes now. One in the Citadel for Masters Den. One at Bondage a Go Go.

I have had 2 private scenes now. One with my woman of Tantric BDSM. One with my beloved Master.

I am in an alchemy now of burning away what is not essential, and of deepening into what is.

I must advocate for what is core. I must release what is of ego attachment. Not because anyone else says so, but because I do.

On one hand it is all illusion. All choice. On the other hand, I choose to enter in to the scene of life whole heartedly and with divine contract.

My master is my Sacred Mirror. My Divine Masculine that I have called in to support my self-knowledge, expression of sacred service, and loving devotion. He is my chosen pathway to release and to let go. Yes, to surrender. Perhaps even to submit.

I am his ocean, his sea, his earth and his sky. The fertile ground he seeks to die and be reborn anew. His own Sacred Mirror and pathway into Kingdom.

I feel it is the sacred that is calling to each of us. Something of the Temple Rising that desires to come through us. I feel the heat, & passion deepen between us when we enter in to that Temple. In words, voice, energy, or touch.

I feel it is a habit of being that sticks us into the past, into our limits into the same ol - same ol. There is an opportunity here for transformation.

On Lady Day, we enter in to our 3rd Degree Initiation together. I am in awe of how spirit has guided us to this moment. I am terrified at the changes about to ensue. I am excited.

In the realm of the Sacred, I am his Priestess. He is in devotion to me as representative of The Goddess. I have deemed him worthy to be on the fast track to initiation. On one level he is already highly prepared. On another level newly beginning.

In the realm of BDSM, he is my Master. I feel that I am on a fast track with BDSM, and a complete novice on another.

I vow to give my heart, body, voice, life and vulva to Spirit, as Master above all. Beneath Spirit itself is my precious Lord.