
There are many beings inside me. I am no one dimensional bodacious babe. Is anyone?
Inside me is the lover, the killer, the saint, the sinner, the pirate, the priestess, the mother, the nymph, the primal, the petrified, and so much more.
I have dreams and desires of being with a man who can flow from one to the other with me. Surfing the changing currents of our tidal to beings. Drowning and being re-born in paradox. The both/and of our infinity.
I don't wish to be tied down, yet I desire to feel the edge of your overpowering strength that I can surrender in to.
Parts of me are ignited & opened by "tears in eyes" tenderness & the lightest of touches, while other parts long be held too tight, bitten too hard, marked to the very bones of my soul by your confident power to own me.
Parts of me long to serve wholly, holy, and completely. To have nothing in my heart & mind but how to support your life being better.
Other parts desire to tear you to bits, eat you for dinner, and fuck you to pieces.
Yet other parts desire to hold a container so huge, unconditionally loving, powerful & compassionate that there is nothing for you to resist, and nothing for you to do but wholly and completely surrender to me and the Divine Channel within me.
Imagine a night of ecstatic, embodied sacred, wild to wonderous, innocent to destructive, divine, dirty, mindless, mindful, entwining of bodies in movement, in music, in flow of one concerto, one drum trance, one flute solo, one cello triad with sax & bass, to another. That is what I long for in sex?
It's not alot to ask, is it?
Or ask Mark Twain says:
"On with the dance; let joy be unconfined" is my motto, whether there is dance to dance or any joy to unconfine. - Mark Twain
And I would add OR any sorrow, rage, fear, wonderment, confusion, of life blood of human emotion. Unconfine it through the sacred dance of bodies, Eros, sweat, passion, slowness, speed, and current. Follow the current as it moves and changes and transforms.
Will you dance with me?
You have read my mind and written the disire of my soul on the erotic canvas of the ethernet...
ReplyDeleteBlessings Sister,
Kimba